One Year Anniversary.
As we grow older, we start thinking about our life partners,
whom one day,
we'll meet at the end of the isle,
exchanging vows to do life together.
My Sunday School teacher once told me, God will show you the right one at the right time.
To pray for your better half not knowing who he is, not knowing his story,
not knowing what is he like.
Does he prefer vanilla than chocolate?
Does he think about me sometimes?
Faith keeps me going, hope makes me stronger and true love teaches me to be patient.
The right one,
what are you doing right now?
Are you across the world from where I am?
Do you like watching sunsets?
Do you think about me sometime?
Do you ever wonder how am I like?
Do you ever wonder when will the right time comes?
Could it be tomorrow?
Maybe the day after?
Maybe a few years from now?
Or maybe I have met you?
The right one,
how is life treating you?
Has it been rough on you,
has it been unfair?
Has it been good?
Has it been showering you with love?
Has it been happy for you?
The right one,
how do I know you are the right one?
A year ago, I met someone.
It wasn't just good timing, it was different, my heart beats a little faster, when we first saw each other,
right in the eye, I saw a smile that has sparkled something in me.
Who is that?
I whispered.
Do I know him?
Have I seen him somewhere before?
He was not like the others,
he has something different in his eyes.
He was special.
I blushed and thought to myself,
why am I getting so nervous about?
It was after class, I was waiting for my mum to pick me up.
Being rather tired than the other days,
I was resting my head against the wall while sitting on the bench.
A four wheel drive pull over, not far from where I was,
there he was again,
wearing the same colour of shirt when I first saw him,
dark blue really must be his favourite colour,
besides it fits him so well.
Dark brown eyes,
and that smile again.
Oh no, he must have caught me looking at him.
There I was again, whispering to myself,
why am I getting these butterflies?
It didn't take me long enough to know his name,
it was a small school,
everyone knows each other.
I did what most of the people would,
search him up in Facebook.
I still remember I screamed a little when he accepted my friend request.
What am I doing?
This isn't me.
Days go by,
and when I gathered my courage to talk to him,
I was hesitating to press the enter button.
It may sound crazy, but whenever he's online,
it simply makes me nervous.
Hoping he would talk to me first.
Minutes, hours and days gone by,
we haven't spoke to each other.
I would bump into him a few times,
that would simply made my day.
I knew then, that, I must really like him.
That day was sooner that I thought,
we finally spoke to each other.
We exchanged numbers,
and from there,
just like how a kite would fly skyhigh,
I was at cloud 9.
Then one day came,
not knowing whether I have fell too deep,
I was afraid, I would get hurt again,
I was too afraid to take that chance,
too afraid to put my heart out again,
I did something that up till today,
was one of the biggest regret of my life.
I pushed him away.
Tears was shed, my heart,
was aching.
What have I done?
Why didn't I take that chance,
to fight for someone that makes me happy.
It took us sometime to talk things through,
but things were never the same.
There were bridges,
I felt different.
Who am I to judge?
I hurt him.
Weeks went by,
and we went out for a date some day when it was pouring so much,
we were just sitting in the car,
listening to music,
he told me, maybe he could find something that we could do
while we wait for the rain to go away.
Not knowing he actually have greater plans for me,
or should I put it,
us.
He pulled up a paper,
kind of brought me back to primary school,
"fill in the blanks".
1. What's the name of the black actor that acted in Men in black. (Will)
What is the letter after T? (U)
I _iss _ou (my)
A picture sign of a lady. (girl)
Best _______ Forever. (friend)
Yes ___ No___
I remember I was smiling.
I never thought a confession would be so adorable.
I joked, and asked, why are there only no choices?
I ticked, yes of course.
There and then,
my life changed when he asked me,
to be his,
and to do life together.
That was a year ago.
Today.
He knows whenever I am sad without me having to say a word.
He knows my allergies and my favourites.
He recognizes my bad habits.
He knows the left side of my head is balding.
He knows my flaws.
Sometimes, he knows me better than I know myself.
And the amazing part is he loves me for all my imperfections.
Yes, of course we have our fair share of arguments and disagreements,
but at the end of the day,
arguments and disagreements will
only help us to understand more about each other.
Sweetheart, it's been a year since I have
made the wise choice of being your one and only.
A year and counting right?
Look where are we today? :)
I love you AG,
I love you and only you and
will always love you.
Happy 1 year Anniversary, sweetheart.
